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I miss you so much Tyler...9 months today you left  / Tylers Mom 9. Months Today (mom forever )  Read >>
I miss you so much Tyler...9 months today you left  / Tylers Mom 9. Months Today (mom forever )

Oh honey,

    its not getting any easier.  Its getting harder. I really really miss your voice and the talks we had.  The goofness we had.  I wish I could have one more day with you. I would hug you all day and tell you funny stories about when you were little.

I wrote to the kellogs rice crispie and told them how you were afraid of them when little all that popping and crackling and then the day before you died, you were eating them again... I wish we could had one more phone call. you were the ONLY one that called me daily to see what I was up to. I know you worried that I would be lonely. I am lonely with out you.  Everyone is lonely...your auntis and uncles and your dad and your brothers and your sister and your friends, and your boss everyone missed you so much.

I get your pennies all the time. Thank you. Your always with a dime and I know your near Michael, aunti maureens nephew.

I need to see you in a dream,  I miss your voice. You and I had the same sense of humor, I miss that too.. no one got it like we did.

know that I love you so much and your in my heart every day, and I smile when I think of you... I would give my life up if I knew it would bring you home.... love you honey...mom  xxxxoooo sloppy puppy kisses from Cheyenne and Bailey...

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we didn't forget your birthday....we celebrated it  / Your Mom And Dad Sister And Brothers (family)  Read >>
we didn't forget your birthday....we celebrated it  / Your Mom And Dad Sister And Brothers (family)

HI HON

    WELL WE RELEASED SOME BALLOONS TO YOU AND WE BAKED YOU YOUR FIRST BIRTHDAY CAKE IN HEAVEN AND MADE A NICE DINNER, AND CRIED AND WISHED YOU WERE HERE WITH US. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY...I LOVE YOU!! 

    YOU ARE SO MISSED, MORE THEN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW.. WENT TO THE FAIR TODAY, YOUR BROTHER TREATED US...THANK YOU DARRIN!!!  IT WAS BITTERSWEET TODAY. DAD FINALLY TALKED ME INTO THE RACES..AND JUST SITTING THERE WATCHING THE CARS, I THOUGHT YOU WOULD OF LOVE LOVED THIS... CLINT IS FIXING A STOCK CAR UP AND I SAT NEXT TO COLIN AND WE HAD A NICE CHAT. AND I WELDED UP IN HUGE TEARS, JUST THINKING YOU WOULD OF LOVED TO HAVE WATCHED THE RACES.  AND THEN THERE OFF ON THE SIDE A BEAUTIFUL MOON RISING... WHICH I WAS WATCHING MORE THEN THE RACES...TOOK A FEW PICTURES TOO.. YOU WERE THERE...YOU WERE THERE WHEN I WAS HAVING SOME FRIES WITH DAD I SAW THAT SEED TUMBLE AND SIT AS IF IT WAS WAVING AND THEN IT LANDED ON MY ARM. I KNOW THAT WAS YOU. 

YOU WERE ON MY MIND ALL DAY TODAY AND FOR THE WEEKEND AS WELL... THINGS ARE REALLY TOUGH TY. MONEY IS SO EXSTREMELY TIGHT FOR US, WE ARE FALLING INTO A HOLE MORE AND MORE...IT SCARES ME.  DAD HAS APPLIED TO A FEW PLACES, PLEASE KEEP US IN YOUR THOUGHTS THAT SOMETHING COMES ALONG.  I GUESS IN THE END THE MONEY I OWED YOU, I AM PAYING FOR YOUR SNOWMOBILE, WHICH YOU GOT 2 FUN WINTERS OUT OF. I NEVER REGRETTED THAT DAY, THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE SAID IT ALL FOR ME.... IT WAS A GOOD MEMORY.  i MISS YOU SO MUCH...I LOVED ALL THE FUN MEMEORIES WE MADE, WATER FIGHTS IN THE KITCHEN. i JUST MISS YOU...NOW I AM CRYING... I LOVE YOU TY..I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MY HEART ACHES SO MUCH FOR YOU....STAY CLOSE HON...LOVE MOM AND THE FAMILY...XXXOOO

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happy b-day  / Sonnie Martin (Close Friend )  Read >>
happy b-day  / Sonnie Martin (Close Friend )

hey ty, i just wanted to say hi and happy b-day. i miss you a lot. hope your party'n hard up there this weekend bud. i know you would have had a great time at home.  i met your mom while i was home. she really misses you to of course. Alyssa Jill and i got her an angel and some flowers when we went to the brick laying ceremony.  the angel really reminded us of you, and how your life always shone through your eyes. i got to hold you ty, and i got a little more peace of mind than i've had. it's been hard being far away from your family. if i was home i would see them as often as i could. anyway it's time for me to go get ready to go out. i'll have a couple drinks for you tonight that's for sure!

love and miss you lots. ♥ Sonnie

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Happy Birthday Sweetheart  / Aunt Tracy   Read >>
Happy Birthday Sweetheart  / Aunt Tracy
Happy Birthday Tyler.  This is our special day.  I will miss our phone calls to wish each other a happy birthday.  This was the year you would have been able to have a drink legally!  We miss you so much.  I remember our birthday call a few years ago when you and Darrin were going to go attempt to eat those huge burgers.  You told me to have a drink for us and we'd see which one of us got sick first.  We think about you all the time, and pray to you so much.  Missing you today.  Watch over us and keep us safe.  Uncle Keith will have a drink for both of us this year.  I will put an extra candle on my cake for you.  Happy birthday sweetheart.  Love Aunt Tracy xoxo Close
Very Nice  / Julie   Read >>
Very Nice  / Julie
To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say...
but first of all, to let you know, that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no more tears of sadness; here is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I'm with you every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me and He said, "I welcome you."

It's good to have you back again; you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.
I need you here badly; you're part of my plan.
There's so much that we have to do, to help our mortal man."

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night, the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you....in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth, and all those loving years
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all that God has planned.
But if I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.

There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb;
but together we can do it by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too...
that as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.

If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain,
then you can say to God at night......"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented....that my life has been worthwhile,
knowing as I passed along the way, I made somebody smile.

So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low,
just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street, and you've got me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.

And when it's time for you to go.... from that body to be free,
remember you're not going.....you're coming here to me.

Ruth Ann Mahaffey (author)
©Copyright 1998-2008
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I am missing you a lot lately...your birthday soon  / Joanne Cottam (Mother)  Read >>
I am missing you a lot lately...your birthday soon  / Joanne Cottam (Mother)

Hi hon,

   Oh Tyler I miss you so much.  I don't know if I can live without you?  I  have been crying so much lately.  Your birthday is coming August 15th, you should of been 19.  We all just miss you so much, I wish god would just bring you back to me.   How am I going to get through this?  Knowing I will never see you again?  It feels like a bad bad nightmare that just won't let me wake up.  

    I went fishing today with dad and Uncle Keith and Aunti Tracy and claire and matt  and scott an we caught some big fish and  I just looked for you..in the clouds. I know you would of loved to be fishing you had so much taken away from you. You enjoyed life to the fullest.  I felt sad out there knowing you will never do that again.  i am angry that your life was just ripped away.   You don't get enjoy in all the fun we have had this year.

  You know the GB group I belong to is even getting tired of me.  I wouldn't wish the lost of a child on anyone.  You just don't get over it.  Sometimes I feel like I am the only one grieving for you.  Its so hard to see these new babies being born and people pregnant and your friends dating and having fun and where are you??? you are in a wooden box bunch of ashes... I wanted to see you graduate college and get married and have children an make it at life...but GOD had different plan for you, one I will never understand. I just want to hug you again...I just miss you...

  Darrin got Kaitlyn a trampoline for her birthday, like you always wanted to get her... those kids love it.... We have 400.00 saved for your headstone face. still need another 600.00 . I need to buy some more bracelets. So many want them. Its so hard living on this income. You knew, you helped us out.  I miss everything about you honey.... I love you... hugs xxxxxooooo love your sad broken hearted mom...

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Happy 19th Birthday in Heaven Tyler  / Terri~Mom To Angel Brent Bowden (connected by our angels )  Read >>
Happy 19th Birthday in Heaven Tyler  / Terri~Mom To Angel Brent Bowden (connected by our angels )
Happy 19th birthday Tyler. Hope you are celebrating with my angel Brent who would be 19 on August 12th. This is his first birthday in heaven also. You guys will be forever 18 in our eyes. All the angels will have a huge party for you guys. Send lot
s of angel hugs & kisses to us, we need them.
Love, Brent's Mom Terri
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I love you Ty....  / Tyler's Mom I. Love You (mother)  Read >>
I love you Ty....  / Tyler's Mom I. Love You (mother)

Hi hon,

   Its been a while.. I just wanted to thank you for all the great memories you left us.  Especially your sister and your brothers. They needed them Ty.... I have all the beautiful ones watching you grow up.  Kaitlyns plane ride and partridge hunting trips for the kids. You and Darrin hanging out and talking... You and dad just spending time together watching a hockey game, or shooting the breeze, telling fishing stories and all the truck talk.   I miss our phone calls, our arguments, our scrabble games, water fights. Just talking to you about things I worry about all the time.  I still worry all the time Ty...only now I miss you and cry so much...I still have your dog. Cheyenne, I got her fixed. She is a wild one, she loves peanut butter!!! she loves her kong. She keeps Bailey on her toes....Hug Chelsie for me. I bet she was happy to see you!!  and pop pop and grandma hug them for me and let them know I miss them so much and trying to be strong.  I cry as I type this to you... I miss you so much. I miss your voice. I hate the fact that you are not here anymore....I never wanted to bury a child.  Darrin plays gravedigger in memory of you......I love you Ty an know how much I love you... love you forever mom  and dad xxxooo

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i really miss you!!!  / Joanne Your Mama (mother)  Read >>
i really miss you!!!  / Joanne Your Mama (mother)

I AM GOING TO TYPE IN CAPS...CAUSE I MISS YOU  AND THE FACT THAT THEY ARE STUCK ON AGAIN....

I SIMPLY HATE THIS, I HATE YOU NOT BEING HERE ANYMORE. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. MY HEART IS CONSTANTLY CRYING AND WHAT A 3 ZILLION TEARS FOR YOU. WHO KNEW I HAD SO MANY.

I KNOW YOU ARE HERE, JUST CAN NOT SEE YOU... I HATE THAT, CAUSE I AM ALWAYS LOOKING FOR YOU. I STILL NEED TO GET YOUR CROSS BUILT AND TAKE IT TO WHERE YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE US. I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I WAS HOLDING YOU TOO, NOT PHYSICALLY BUT MENTALLY I WAS HOLDING YOU IN MY HEART AND PRAYING THAT YOU WOULD SURVIVE. WE ALL THOUGHT MAYBE YOU HAD GOT SHOT IN THE LEG OR SOMETHING, NEVER PREPARED FOR FINDING YOU GONE WHEN WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL.  GONE FOREVER. GONE FOR YOUR ANGEL WINGS...YOU LEFT SO MANY BEHIND WHO JUST LOVED YOU SO MUCH.  I CAN'T IMAGINE THE PAIN  YOU WENT THROUGH, WAS JUST TOO MUCH FOR YOU. GOD KNEW YOU WERE HURT. GOD HAS YOU NOW. WE HAVE YOUR SPIRIT WITH US. ITS NOT THE SAME, AS I MISS YOUR HUGS. AND YOUR SMILE, YOUR VOICE ,YOUR EYES. THE WAY YOU GOT EXCITED WHEN YOU CAME HOME.  YOUR GRANDPARENTS MISS YOU.  SO MUCH HAS CHANGED. IF YOUR SPIRIT COULD BE IN ALL OF US TO KEEP YOU ALIVE.

TODAY MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE, I WISH WE COULD OF JUST SPENT MORE TIME TOGETHER. WE NEVER GOT TO DO THAT DINNER AND MOVIE AS MOM AND SON...WE TALKED ABOUT IT, BUT NEVER DID IT...

YOU DID SO MUCH TYLER IN YOUR LIFE. YOU DID MORE THEN MOST 60 70 YEAR OLDS DID.  YOUR GUY FRIENDS WE NEVER SEE OR HEAR FROM. EXCEPT FOR A FEW FROM FORT. YOUR "GIRL' FRIENDS HEAR FROM THEM AND THEY STOP OVER FOR A VISIT.  YOU TOUCHED SO MANY HEARTS....HERE COMES A PLANE...THEY FLY OVER EVERY DAY... I THINK OF YOU WHEN I HEAR THEM. YOU WOULD  BE IN ONE RIGHT NOW WITH YOUR GUESTS.. STOP IN AND SEE TINKER AND THEIR FAMILY....ITS SO DIFFERENT WITH YOU GONE.. LOVE YOU HONEY SO MUCH!!! XXOO  WATCH OVER US AND KEEP US SAFE. LOVE MOM

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missing you  / Ashley Jewett (Close Friend <3 )  Read >>
missing you  / Ashley Jewett (Close Friend <3 )

hey tyler james :( i miss you so much buddy i really cant believe it has been ahlf a year. time has flew by and it i sso unfair that you weren't here with us to enjoy all the littl ethings. man. seems liek jsut yesterday we were all hanging out in the gravel pit, big bonfire, those were the good ole' days eh bud. weish i coudl have them back. i would give anything. i realized so much since you have been gone i have had plenty of time to think about life at night when im awake. i cant sleep becaus eim up thinking about u bud (N) :( . i realize how fragile we are and how fast time oges by. and that we can't take thins for granted. th elittle things make life worth living. i really miss you tyler james. wish you were here. i knwo i cant chagne what happened, and tha thurts, i feel so helpless. lost, sad, angry, so many things. i jsut really wish you were here... the only thing that makes it a little bit easier than it was before, to go on from day to day, is that i knwo you would want me to be happy, adn you would want me to be strong. so for you i will.

i dont want to go i have so much to talk aobut but i think i should help my dad with the girls then go to sleep. busy day tomorrow. bye for now Tyler James

 

Love you and Miss you more than anything buddy <3

love always<3 Ash

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Angels / Dianne Streeter   Read >>
Angels / Dianne Streeter

God needed another angel to keep my grandson, Tyler Clark, company. They will always be in our hearts and memories.

I share with you in your grief.

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added a few more photos  / Joanne (mom) (MOM)  Read >>
added a few more photos  / Joanne (mom) (MOM)

Hi hon,

   I miss you.  It feels so weird you not being here, like something is missing all the time and its you.  I have met a few mom's who have lost sons and daughters from similar accidents.  My worst fear is that you were in Pain and i wasn't there. You were scared and I was not there.  I can't even imagine the hell you went through.  I hate it. No mom ever wants to know their child felt pain.  Its the unknown that bothers me.  I miss your voice and your face. We are just not the same anymore. Our family is just so lost...  I held you the other day in your wooden box.  I was telling dad...we spent 18 1/2 years with you getting you ready for the world and getting you on your own and starting life. You lived fast forward for so long you were finally slowing down some and then someone takes your life and your gone from us forever.  And all the What ifs and regrets will not bring you back but will haunt us forever.   I love you so much. I remember our last hug it was a long one.  i wish I had one more hug.  i love you honey so much....miss you every single second of every day.  Love your sad mom forever missing you and loving you everywhere you are.   mom

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GRANDMOTHER / DONNA PIERCE (PASSERBY)  Read >>
GRANDMOTHER / DONNA PIERCE (PASSERBY)
I KNOW NOTHING ANY ONE CAN SAY WILL EASE YOU PAIN, I LOST MY 17 YEAR OLD  GRANDSON IN MAY OF 2007. YOU WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS.  MAY GOD HOLD YOUR HAND AND GUIDE YOU.  Close
GRANDMOTHER / DONNA PIERCE (PASSERBY)  Read >>
GRANDMOTHER / DONNA PIERCE (PASSERBY)
I LOST MY GRANDSON JUSTIN IN MAY OF 2007 FROM AN AUTO ACCIDENT. I KNOW NO WORDS CAN EASE YOU PAIN, BUT YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS.  Close
I am scared  / Mom Missing You (Mother)  Read >>
I am scared  / Mom Missing You (Mother)

 I am scared Tyler... no one seems to understand me when I say this. I am scared that I will never see you again.  It scares me more then anything.  I cry and cry and cry every single day for you.  I can't find you.  I look and look.  Hoping its a dream but know its reality that you are gone from here.

I hear a plane fly over in the morning and i think of you instantly, I read your cards and hold the things you gave me. I look at the sadness in Darrin and Kaitlyn and scott and dad''s eyes every day. you are around us but not.  i wore one of your shirts the other day just to feel closer to you. it smelled like your apartment, remember I complained about the smell of that place.  I never did get to have a dinner there with you,  you said you were going to cook for us one night. you never got that chance. 

I was telling dad tonight how we always knew each other well, I could always tell when you were upset or something was bothering you. it was like we read each others minds.  The night you died. I was so scared for you...i know you were scared, I felt it, you knew you were going to die and you wanted us to be there. I know it , i can feel it in my heart.  You know I was there in spirit with you..you did not die alone, part of me died with you.... I know you were in pain and scared and this is why I am scared cause I knew it.....my son whom I loved with all my heart, whom i worried about so much was dying and I was not there physically to try and save you...i would of given up my life for yours..... I love you so much Tyler, and this was not fair. You should be here with us all. I know in my heart something is not right...god knows too and the truth will be found out hon...i miss you so much, I can't even begin to explain how much..... I can't stop crying for you...I was with you at the hospital honey, i talked to you and held your hand for over 4 hours...kissed you. Told you how proud I was to have you as a son... I can not believe that was you on that er table.. you were so alive in my heart...and this took you soo quickly.  i will NEVER forget you.  i love you honey forever!!!!  you made me a mom , my first son...xxxooo MOM :o)  I am always always be here for you...always and forever. today grandma lucas is gone 11 years.....3 of the most important people in my life gone...Watch over us Ty.....visit me in my dreams!!  i love you....

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MY BEST FRIEND  / Sonnie Martin   Read >>
MY BEST FRIEND  / Sonnie Martin

Hey Ty, it's been almost a year now since we graduated, and i still cannot grasp the fact that your gone. This is the first time since i heard about what happened that i have been able to write to you. I miss you so much! Your awesome laugh and your big blue eyes. You were always there when i needed you, since we met in grade 9 science. Lunches, classes, and party's... everything we've done has been a blast.

We always had classes together , at least 2 a year. My favourite memories are from law. I don't think we showed up on time for that class once! It was always so much fun being across the shop from you and irritating mr. schulszki. Cruising in Clints truck. Hanging out with TJ. the caf. prom & Prom Party. Muskie Sports Games. Everything. I cannot name it all.

I'm coming home i less than a month and definatly plan on going to visit you. Alyssa will be there to hopefully, i know that she misses you a lot to. She was the one who called. I was at school but i could feel something was wrong as soon as i woke up that day. i made her tell me even tho she wanted to wait, i couldn't even be around my clients i had to leave. Ever time i think of you or hear your name i have a really hard time.

Being so far away has not been very easy. I wish i could have been there to enjoy our last summer of freedom with you. i wish i could have gone to the funeral and i wish i could have been there for your family and Rachel. But in time i am sure things will get easier. i know how much you thought of them and how much you cared for them, especially your little sister, i know she was very special to you. Every member of your family was, you really were a family guy, and i know that you would have done an awsome job teaching!

I know how much you influenced everyones lives for someone so young, You will be in my heart forever ty.♥

Love and Miss you SOOO much bud! ♥Sonnie

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Broken Hearts  / Vicki Terry (aunt to Justin Dugger )  Read >>
Broken Hearts  / Vicki Terry (aunt to Justin Dugger )
I am so sorry for the journey you must face without your son beside you. I just happen to come across his beautiful site. I just wanted to let you know I do work with kids who are autistic and boy could I have used your son's personal help>I will think of him on those hard days and look for his heart and soul to give me some guidiance because I know he is with my nephew and they watch over us! May God be with you and your entire family. Close
missin you buddy  / Ashley Jewett (Good Freind )  Read >>
missin you buddy  / Ashley Jewett (Good Freind )

Hey Ty :) hows it going bud... i miss you so much.. its been the worst four months (almost five) of my life. most of the time it doesnt seem like your gone. i knwo that you are always here with us in some ways but when i really sit down and think abou tit  i realize that you are gone. i might cry tyler jame sbut i knwo ill see ya again someday :D right bud! i can jsut picture someone sittin there cryin gand then you come along and say some rude remark to make them laguh.. like suckl it up.. or esle youd jsut laugh at them haha.. man.. this summer isnt going to be the same.. nuthing is the same.... but i maen... everyone hanging out and partyin it up.. its not going to be everyon.. i knwo youl lbe there but i just wish we could see you and talk to you.. ya knwo....... i wish things could go back to the way they were before.. i know that maybe everything happens for a reaosn.. but right now no-one can see a reason to why he took you so soon. my uncle earl passed away when i was just a baby.. it was my moms brothe.r. car accident.. maybe if you se ehim up there you could tell him that we all said hey and we mis sthem.. theres a few more i would love for you to meet i knwo you would like them. dsometmies is tihnk i se eyou or that your right there wtih me..... was that you the other night when i was driving around.. :P haha you scared me... i as thinking aobut you maybe you knew.. mayb ethats why my lights kept flashing :S haha.... your crazy :)... well i shoudl prolly stop because i have so much to say and so much to talk about but i wont ... i will save some for next time :)...... i miss you tyler james and love you so much !

watch over all of your fmaily and all your freinds bud. come see me sometime i would like to have a lil visit.. maybe in my dreams bud !..... well ty... take er easy...get er done.. w.e. you wanna say hahaha i miss you budd.... we'll hav eantoher caht soon :)

<3 Always thinkin of you... <3 Ash

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Miss You  / Halle Bazinet (friend)  Read >>
Miss You  / Halle Bazinet (friend)

hey ty. everyone is missing you like crazy. i cant believe you have been gone so long. it sucks.

The other day when i was sick i was brushing my teeth before i went to bed and i noticed my braclet that has your name on it was gone. for some reason i was soo worried.. it was wierd. i was trying to think of where i put it. i was thinking, will i be able to get another one, or how in the world did it fall off:S or i knew i had it this morning when i was at school like it was weird.. it could of been anyhwere i would of been that day!. so anyways.. i was just getting into bed and there it was! in my bed. like how in the world would it of gotten there when i had it at school that morning eh, and i hadnt been in my bed since i woke up for the day! like wow, crazy!:P

Anyways.. enough of that story:P i miss you and i will write you another letter/email thing soon. i try to do it as often as i can to let you know i am thinking about you. its too bad we couldnt of gotten to know eachother better, i am so bummed out. maybe when i get there and we meet again we can get to know eachother better eh! sounds like i good plan to me!:) anyways.. keep a close watch on everyone down here.

ps: i think about you alot. not a day goes by when i dont actually. If its something darrin does or says, or pictures i see, or someone that looks like you or just anything really. and a couple people ahve come and told me that darrin acts soo much like you! thats soo good i think becuse you guys are both awesome;) i think some people think "why does she miss you so much, she barely knew you" but well those 2 short months, kinda made me relize your a cool guy! Anyays, miss you ty. Forever remembered.

love, halle♥

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the sky  / Mom Missing You So Much (mother)  Read >>
the sky  / Mom Missing You So Much (mother)

Hi honey,

   I was outside in the clear sky letting Bailey out for a pee. I saw a star sparkle and wonder if that is you.  Remember that boy that sits on the the cresent moon fishing in his overalls and straw hat. I picture you sitting on a star like that.  I heard your message tonight..thank you.. I love you too. and miss you so much more, my heart breaks that you didn't get to live out your whole life.  Your friends will live it out for you and we will too. Although it will be so hard, we will try.

   Eating cookies still from your funeral. the cafateria cookies.. i suppose these are the ones you ate every day. 

  I had a dream last night that woke me up scared to death. I couldn't find you and then I realized you are not here anymore. That frightens me so much. 

  I guess Tyler you were a ole soul in a young person.  You had so many crazy ideas, your mind challanged you all the time.  I wish I more in tune with you.  I was so excited when i found out I was pregnant with you. i wanted a boy, I loved the name Tyler.  You had the most beautiful smile and the most beautiful eyes and curly hair. I loved your hair.  you tanned, you had your dad's skin and personallity, straight teeth, I thought yes, i don't have to pay for braces.. remember the time you bit a beer cap off with your back tooth and it cracked your tooth in 2!! oh man....I remember that dentist bill!! your dentist just shook her head.

  Cheyenne is whining...maybe she knows I am typing to you.. we are getting her fixed here soon. Hoping she becomes more calm like Bailey.

   Well hon I am off to bed, I just wanted you to know i am thinking of you and missing you and love you so much.... I cry for you everyday, i know you would rather smiles...but its so hard...

love you forever Ty.... mom

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